Finishing up packing and like I have no idea what camera to take on one hand I love film and haven’t shot in film format for a long time then on the other hand I have an amazing DSLR which is amazing and caxn share right away and then I have my polaroid which I would love to take but with space and all that uggh why must this decision be so hard.

Maybe I will buy a point and shoot simple camera and bring my film and DSLR 

Ohh lord I need to make up my mind!

Keep Smiling xx

So I just realised I booked my ticket home on the wrong day I hope I can change it without costing me an arm and a leg I have a specialist appointment on the 19th I can’t miss hope all goes well and I can move things around.

I wish I was going to london for a month not just two week. I know when it comes time to leave I won’t want to leave. my family in Wales has asked me to come for a week. So here is my plan

Tuesday-Friday in London

Saturday-Monday in Scotland & Ireland

Monday- Wedensday or Thursday in Wales

Then back to London to finish off my trip

I’m so excited this is the best grad gift ever!

Well that I have given myself.

Keep Smiling xxx

Tomorrow is the 5th annual Mad 4 Maddie Fun Run

I will be participating the money raised is going to build a medical center in Africa

You can read more about Maddie Here

http://www.maddieswishproject.com/index.php?page=story

I beg you to read this It might just change your life a little.

If you would like to sponsor me you can do so here

http://my.e2rm.com/personalPage.aspx?registrationID=1461015&langPref=en-CA

Thank you your support is greatly appriciated

Keep smiling xxx

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I leave for london in 10 days and I’m so nervous will this place I called home for a year live up to the standard I hold it in both my head and heart.

I know one thing will hold up to my standards is the shopping I cannot wait. I have one suitcase going there and two coming home my mothers words to me. This is not an excuse to toss everything in your 80lbs left over luggage and go shopping. Hate to tell her it is lol 

I’ve been interviewing for a new job I have the second round at their head office in Toronto next Wed I’m nervous to tell her ohhh by the way I can’t start my management training yet cause I am going to London for 2 weeks. Maybe if I promise to bring her a present it will ease the blow lol

Lets just hope I get it. I can’t believe how much my life has changed in just 6 months. I broke up with someone and was completely crushed then I had my grandfather diagnosed with terminal cancer and my other grandfather have major open hear surgery then I had my own medical issues hatred for a job  with a roommate from hell and had to move home and now everything seems to be falling into place.

The modo Things getting better is right they sure do get better.

Well I’m off now to go and use up the rest of my tanning minutes that I stupidly bought

Keep Smiling

Sometimes I can just do something and I get this overwhelming feeling your with me.

I miss you everyday and am so proud of everything you did I love you and a part of my heart is gone. Its been 5 years and thats the hardest thing to deal with right now. I just wish I had 5 more minutes with you.

I know your my angle looking over me and its comforting.

I’ll never forget you 

Keep Smiling xxx